Everything that is, could not be...

Today, I want to write here and do it in English.
Today, I do not have a collection of topics for start writing.
Today, I am listen some music and feel happy.

My English profesor used to say that it is easier write abput sad feelings. That, transmited happy feelings is more difficult without sound like: "I'm happier than ever =)=)=)=)=)"... I think this is my problem.

I realy want to write about been happy today. I want to make you feel this from my words, in a simple and presice way. I want you feel like Ende did feel me when Momo met Gigi.

Well, I must practice.

This is the first draft.

by the way, please correct me with my English mistakes.

He gave her the cup of happiness and said, "Drink not from this cup unless you forget the past and the future, for happiness is naught but the moment"


(no recuerdo de donde lo saque)

Realidad

Aceptemoslo, no eres esa persona valiente y fuerte.

Esta dona ya se remojo en el café, esta mas blanda que nunca y despresiablemente indefensa antes de ser tragada. Solo quiero llorar. Maldita curiosidad, maldita realidad, maldita necesidad de no ser ignorante...



Maldita palabra maldita q entro en mi vocabulario de un día para otro, maldito pollo. Malditos recuerdos dulces. Malditos recuerdos amargos. Maldita idea de querer ser independiente, libre, amada, acompañada y feliz.

Maldita sonrisa q se pinta en mi cara, malditas lágrimas q tocan mis mejillas, malditos nudos atorados en mi garganta.

Maldita avaricia. Maldito orgullo. Maldito egoísmo. Maldita lujuria.

Solo queda crecer, seguir.
Me han amansado.